I can honestly say that I believed those days were behind me.
I don't want to look down and see how high up I am.
Us pessimists, we have to stick together, because we are the ones who save the optimist so much pain. But I've begun to see their side of things. While we pessimists go looking for a conspiracy behind every second bush, optimists are able to make it by on the worst days, knowing they will get out of it. We, pessimists, believe we will forever be stuck at rock bottom and never try and get out of it.